Never a Failure, Always a Lesson

AM Message

Wow okay I am not the best speller in the world but thats what spellcheck is for, this guy is a whole new extreme.

Here’s part of his message:

hummi am on AM looking for a someone who does not mind being spoiled and looked after ,with a high sex drive that enjoys a gifted man 

Head games ,poor conmunication, and bad hygine major turn off for me 
Discretion I required 
I am 100 persent desease free must have the same 
There Is lots to me but you will find out over time 

Little upset that he went straight for sex assuming we were even going to do it right away or something but anyways reading his messages is like biting nails for me. 

Don’t think this will be happening. 

Never forget

pillowtalklovers:

Dear Scarlett, 

These men are not emotionally available to you. The only thing they can offer are their deep pockets, their worldly advice and eager cocks. 

Nothing more, nothing Less.

Do Not Forget That.

Love, 

Scarlett

(Source: scarlettswhiispers)

AM update

Just logged onto my AM profile which I decided to fix last night thanks to another SB post. Anyways I have 52 messages and 32 winks. Will sort through the lot tonight I’m sure half of them are stupid but I may get one or two POT out of it …. wish me luck 

As well I’ve always wondered how many SB tell their friends about actually being a SB, have you girls lost friends over it or the respect of your friends? 

No Hunting Today

So had a whole list of goals layer out today and now work just called me in. So bummed and it’s not even noon. Screw working full time I’d rather be a full time SB. How do you other SB handle your jobs and your SD because now I barely have time for a social life.

The search begins tomorrow and I will find a great SD

P.S was doing some research online last night at 3am and my area is highly populated with SD according to an article. Also checked other stats so there is potential in my area :), tons of it  

Needed a Break

After my last SD failure we will say I needed a break to compose myself and start thinking of a new game plan. I kind of realized that after leaving work with $300 in tips and $83 in my wage + mental and physical anguish and abuse….totally not worth it. As much as I love serving, I’m not someone’s personal bitch…ugh my feet hurt :( 

Goals for tomorrow

-Set up new email account

-Join Seeking arrangements

-Find a SD asap so I can stop busting my ass

-Go to work again ( yay 7 day work week…not)

-Workout…depends how I am feeling 

-Eat healthy 

I don’t know if I mentioned but I hate work and I hate when boys hit on me the 18 year olds do not do it for me…would take an old business man in a suit anyway :) 

Long Story Short.

Mr. Playmate is not who I thought he was…tried to go straight to the intimate part so much for being a gentlemen + I did a few internet searches plus ran this photo through a website identification program ( I do this type of stuff at school technically it’s illegal to use programming like this) just to be safe and he’s a totally flake. He’s also not very attractive either, just not my type. This may sound a bit stupid but I think I only like white SD’s everyones entitled to preferences right?

Note to self: craigslist is not the place to find a SD

The search continues.   

Need to Stop Doubting

So Mr. Playmate is truly an amazing man. Offered to find me a place in the city (I live right outside the city with my parents and commute in) and cover my expenses for the place!!! I just never thought someone would extend themselves so much when we haven’t even met yet.

I really hope we hit it off tomorrow…so nervous what to wear :) 

Wish me luck!!! 

Potential Red Light.

Mr. Playmate has just informed me that he would like to meet at my place as his wife works in the hotel industry and going to a hotel would be risky. I understand the industry is small and you do have to be very cautious because I potentially sought after a career in the hospitality field.

My first concern is I don’t want someone know where I live and secondly I just moved back in with my parents so I doubt they would be happy with some older gentlemen in their house. Wondering if other SB have their SD over? 

This is definitely a snag as I’ve spent all this time building good rapport.

May have to start from scratch…shit.